Sometimes...

By Molly Bice-Jackson - 3:21 PM



It hurts too much





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  1. (((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

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  2. I am so sorry. It's so wrong. My heart, to yours.

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  3. What a beautiful girl! Thinking of you.

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  4. sweet Lucy.
    On your toughest days...
    I bet she is close by.
    Watching over you.
    Maybe she gets a silly smile out of her brother to brighten your day.

    ToOdLeS.

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  5. About 4 months ago, we were blessed with a beautiful baby son. It was a very difficult pregnancy, birth and horrible recovery. In addition to several other struggles, our little son is very colicky and his cries can be endless and unbearable. It is in those frustrating moments when I feel I have run out of personal strength that I think of you, and Lucy. Your experience has impacted the way I parent, and for now I just snuggle and kiss our little son a little more, and especially in the early hours of the morning I hold him a little closer. Thank you for continuing to share your experience.

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  6. She was in my dream last night. There was no talking, just walking around around and playing with Thacker. I was so confused, and then thought "Oh! She never left! Vic and Molly are going to be so happy!" She was just as cute and adorable as in that picture.

    We still think about you guys all the time. Thacks wrote the letter T for the first time the other day and I instantly thought about when Lucy would have hit that milestone.

    Love you guys. I know it doesn't make it any better, but we love you.

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  7. I know how you feel.

    What sweet, priceless pictures.

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  8. i am so sorry i didn't ask you how you were doing today, as you could see i was pretty distracted. i still can't imagine what you are constantly going through. you are such an amazing person, so good and kind to everyone around you. i love you and i am so grateful you are my friend.

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  9. She and Peter have so much the same face. They are such beautiful children.

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  10. I love you Molly. I can't imagine how hard it is.

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  11. I so wish there was something I could do or say, Molly! My mind searches endlessly for something when I know of your aching. You are in my heart, my thoughts, my prayers more than you may realize.

    With Love,
    Autumn

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  12. I know...
    And there will always be those times, but thankfully they are not never ending.

    {{{Hugs}}}

    It's like when you're jogging and you are 3/4's of the way up the hill and you know that if you can just make it to the top it will be easier again for a while, at least until the next hill.

    Just keep going!

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  13. Sometimes, it is just heartbreaking, isn't it?
    The swinging...oh,
    The swinging. You are all loved

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  14. I remember everything about that day. I love that girl! The first picture of her looking straight into the camera is how I remember her most--that connection with others that was way, way, way beyond her years. We are missing her with you. Every day.

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  15. I will always remember Lucy's little hand wrapped around my finger.

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  16. What an adorable memory! She was such a beauty. love you.

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  17. Last night I was feeding Kezia and was just looking down at her and feeling deep into my bones my love for her. I thought of you having to say goodbye to your sweet Lucy and it hurt me to the core to even imagine such a thing. To sever ties between a momma and her baby -even when you know you'll have them eternally...oh, I am so sorry Molly. I'm so truly, truly sorry.
    Just want you to know (again) how much we love you, think about you, and how amazing we think you guys are!

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  18. Remember your Lucy Lessons. She makes me smile and I never even met her, but I did meet her mother for a brief interlude. Your faith and love for her will get you through this day, and then the next and the next after that. Strength through weakness makes us stronger!!!! Big Hugs!

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  19. Oh molly. I thought about you and Lucy earlier today. And yesterday. And nearly every day before that. I understand what you are saying here...only I imagine it would be that way constantly.
    Ohhhhhhh.......

    Leslie Hurst

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  20. We understand that pain all to well unfortunatly!!! Our thoughts are with you! Take Care!

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  21. My peace I give unto you, not as the world giveth..... Remember you are not alone. May his peace find your heart today in your time of need.

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  22. Molly:

    "Weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." (Psalms 30:5)

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  23. Lucy is beautiful-just like her Mommy! I am sure the day you two reunite will be the most beautiful! I am so sorry for your loss. I know you don't know me, but I am so grateful that you inspire me to be a better mom Every Day! Big Hugs!

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  24. The title of your post... "Sometimes" is applicable for me. It has been over 18 years since my daughter passed away, of course my heart is very tender when I think of her, or when I go to Sunday School and the lesson is on eternal families, or when I hear certain songs... you understand. I think of her everyday and I have moments of hurt and moments of joy; but I haven't felt that indescribable pain that was there during her illness and death for a long time. And yet... I know it lurks somewhere beneath the surface, carefully protected; for there is indescribable pain if I ever contemplate that it could happen to someone I love again. For some reason I am drawn to your blog and a couple of others who share these experiences, maybe because I really needed a way to express my feelings 18 years ago; I needed other mother's like you. For nearly a year I have been featuring my family members on my blog every Friday. Last Friday was my last "Family Friday" as I call it; it featured our families angels. It was a "sometimes" moment for me and as I read the comments of family members... I think it was for them too. Thanks so much for sharing Molly... I think you and Lucy have made a difference in many peoples lives.

    Hugs to you

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  25. I can't even imagine how hard it must be. Lucy is such a precious little angel, I'm so glad I got to know her for just a short time. Love you.

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  26. I love you Molly. Having Shiloh in my life, it hurts to look at the pictures of Lucy and think she's not physically with you... for now...

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  27. she is absolutely BEAUTIFUL!!!
    as is her mother in every way.

    much love (from a stranger)

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  28. Love you Molly. Someday it will be your day to rejoice with Lucy. Until then... love ya, Grandma

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